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2026-11-11 [Why I am single?] [about me section]

I dont speak a lot and I am ugly. Also I dont like kids, and people dont like me, and I have a negative energy flow which makes people around me sick.

I wish I hade realized this sooner, I shoud have understood this without your help. But thanks now I now. This is why people stop hanging out with someone. If you single like me, maybe this is your problem. COMPARE YOUR SELF TO THE PRETTIEST GIRLS, AND THE SMARTEST MAN then you know what people think of you. this is what everone does, I never did. I fell in love with people becasue of their looks, not their hearts. I realized, I thouhgt these were linked. But no. I was always trying to be good to people but I was just silent and terrified, not knowing I suffer from mental illness which makes me super tense around people, and it makes me not wanting to be around them at all. Basically ended up with people who made no effort to feel connection at all, because that is what made me feel safe. UNFORTUNATELY the people who do that, will never care about me, and that is why THEY CONTACTED ME.

The few times I made an effort to contact someone it was just all wrong and they werent interested and it made me look desperate. SO I STOPPED TRYING. I hate friends also.